I have had a lot of time to do some self-reflection lately
and I have realized a major flaw in my makeup. (Okay, if we are talking make-up
I am actually a royal mess) I feel like the only way to describe me is by
quoting my least favorite song from the musical Oklahoma! “with me it’s all
or nothing”
I struggle somewhere between wanting to single handedly save
the world or wanting to sit at home by myself and watch hallmark movies. There
is literally nothing in between.
I am in a constant state of limbo feeling like I am doing
okay and feeling like I am not doing enough.
This rambling isn’t to say that I have had an amazing epiphany
but to say. Hey guess what world. I haven’t figured it out yet.
I love living so close to my both of my sisters. I love
being able to have so much time as an aunt. I love being up to my eyeballs in
paint and crafts. I don’t even mind the tantrums that come with the territory.
I also love giving them back at the end of the day.
BUT….
I am antsy.
So, yet again, I find myself willingly accepting life plans
for my next adventure. Starting September 2016. Any ideas?
