Save the world- or Watch Hallmark?

I have had a lot of time to do some self-reflection lately and I have realized a major flaw in my makeup. (Okay, if we are talking make-up I am actually a royal mess) I feel like the only way to describe me is by quoting my least favorite song from the musical Oklahoma!  “with me it’s all or nothing” 

I struggle somewhere between wanting to single handedly save the world or wanting to sit at home by myself and watch hallmark movies. There is literally nothing in between. 

I am in a constant state of limbo feeling like I am doing okay and feeling like I am not doing enough.
This rambling isn’t to say that I have had an amazing epiphany but to say. Hey guess what world. I haven’t figured it out yet. 

I love living so close to my both of my sisters. I love being able to have so much time as an aunt. I love being up to my eyeballs in paint and crafts. I don’t even mind the tantrums that come with the territory. I also love giving them back at the end of the day. 

I am antsy.

So, yet again, I find myself willingly accepting life plans for my next adventure. Starting September 2016. Any ideas?

This is as me as you're going to get!

This is as me as you're going to get!